I'm done here, really. Goodbye!
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lengthy one
Oh god, I have no idea on what to bring for my OCS. It’s in a week time and I haven’t start packing nor have I listed down the items for the trip. I am very very sure that I’m going to have a hard time packing my stuff at the very last minute. Okay, that aside. Now sidetrack a bit, shall we?
Diah’s belated birthday celebration at Pizza Hut had been a blast. We had lots of fun as usual. And yes, on that day itself I bought a bag for myself. I don’t know why but I seem to like neutral colors for now. Hm, weird? Maybe.
The following day, met the girls again for a trip to SDC with the school. Upon reaching there, we’re given a brief overview for the day. Soon, we start playing games using Samsung Omnia 2 which is the new technology that they’re using. And we happened to be the first few to try it. Guess what? We girls won. Diah & Shikin won for having the most creative photo whereas me & Mariam won for getting the highest score among the rest. And that reminds me of the good old times I had in primary school.
And for the past two days, I’ve been busy with the preparation for the upcoming OCS. Hell yea, I’m one happy girl today because I bought the clutch that I’ve been eyeing for and a pair of heels. Now, I’m all ready to go out and visit my friends and relatives! But before I forget, I’ve yet to clean my bedroom. Tsk! Anyone willing to help me out for free? Okay, fat hope. Well, that’s all for today. Selamat Hari Raya to everyone out there!
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Lots of things occurred for the past few weeks. Hell yea, there were a couple of ups and downs along the way. Just like a rollercoaster ride. But I told myself to be strong, and thank god I have my very own, pillar of strength. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most, and for all the things you’ve done. You know, I can never thank you enough.
Let’s see what I’ve done for the past few weeks. Watch The Time Traveler’s Wife at the cinema, Breakfast with the bf @ BBQ Chicken, Haslina’s Birthday, Watch The Proposal with Mariam & Diah @ Iluma, Shazana’s Birthday and a whole lot more. I can’t possibly remember everything because I do have short term memory.
That's about it. Time to hit the books!
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wolf in sheep's clothing
A lot of things took place within that short period of time. And most of it, were bad news. How saddening! I've never like the idea of being used just for someone's benefits. That's just cruel. Oh well, let's hope for the best.
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sexcited
Have I told you that I hate being interviewed? Especially yesterday’s. They asked me to describe myself, explain to them about my elective module’s project, and all those unrelated stuff when they’re supposed to ask/inform me more about the trip. What the hell are they thinking? Anyway, despite it all, I still get to go for the trip! That explains why I can’t stop smiling to myself the whole day. Ahh, I just love Fridays!
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mistakes in life
It's already 3am, and I can’t sleep. I kept tossing and turning the whole time. Just so you know, there’s a whole lot of reason behind it. Some of which are mistakes that I’ve committed earlier and yes, I do regret. I’ve never like being in a situation whereby I feel sorry for doing something which I should not have done, only after giving it a deep thought. Well, that’s me! The Queen of Regrets.
I secretly wished that I could see the future.
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setbacks
As of today, I shall keep moving forward no matter what happen. I won’t let all these setbacks stop me from attaining my goals. True, setbacks are inevitable. Hence, I have to learn to pick myself up and move on from there. I know it’s not an easy task but overtime, I’m sure I will get a hang of it. All I got to do now is to forget the past, and bear in mind that life has to move on because I still have plenty of pit stops along the way.
If you keep on pondering about the past, how can you ever move on?
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short getaway
November, November! :)
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brunch @ bbq chicken
It's not just any BBQ Chicken, but it's Best of the Best Quality Chicken.
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6 years and counting
I miss Noor Hafizah Bte Osman! :(
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brand new day
We, humans, are never satisfied with what we have. We grumble about what we don’t have and always want more. We should be thankful that we can still afford the basic necessities for our daily usage, pay up the bills and such. We should start to count our blessings. Well, it’s better to do it now before it’s too late.
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final say
Now, it’s back to waking up early in the morning, long bus ride to school, mundane lessons, tai tee in between classes and whatnots. Oh my god! Can you feel me? And speaking of lessons, I’ve not been studying at home. I had plenty of unproductive days. Those were the days where I would have my own movie marathon at home, laze around the house and not doing anything. Whatever happens to the old me? God knows. Anyway, I’m glad that the last day of holiday was well spent with A. He’s the best!
Oh, let’s bid goodbye to holiday! :(
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all black
"Trust not too much to an enchanting face."
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save your breath
Whatever happens to sticking up for one another when times are bad? Remember this sayings, I’ll be there for you through it all, I’ll pick you up when you fall? Pretty cliché, huh? More than often, we say it but we don’t really do it. Why say all those things when you don’t mean it at all? So here comes, action speaks louder than words. Frankly speaking, I know that it’s the most effective way to console someone who’s down in the dumps, but what if he/she really needs you to be there for him/her all along? Do you stay or walk away and pretend like you never had that conversation with that person before? Then again, it all comes down to the type of person you are. Trustworthy or not, your choice.
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msn convo
Little Miss Chatterbox
Bubble tea to 4D Magix to Snorkeling to Sharks & Salmon to GMAX to whatnots. It has to be one of our most random conversations. And it’s pretty long too, I must say.
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flowergirl
Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day. - H. Jackson Brown, Jr.
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short getaway
How can I ever fill up this empty space when all I ever did for the past ten minutes is to backspace each and every word that I typed? Now that’s nothing unusual from any other day. Anyway, here I am typing down my thoughts on this empty space which I’ve left since god knows when.
So what’s new this time round?
I went snorkeling! Yes, yes, like finally, I went snorkeling. It’s a great experience plus the people that I went there with, are a great bunch of people. But I’m not quite happy because I don’t get to see those big fishes around the place. Next time, I shall ask Dad to bring us to Pulau Redang. I heard it’s much better than the place we went.
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cheese waffles
I used to have waffles and bubble tea after a tiring day at school. Well things change now, I no longer eat under the void deck with my friends but I will have a long walk back to simei from school. Even though, it seems never-ending at times, I enjoy it so much especially with the company of my friends. So either way, I still enjoy both of it because I get to be with my friends. No doubt, I miss eating waffles and bubble tea under the void deck.
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don't look back
It seems like everyone I know is somehow connected to one another. What a small world! Okay, that’s not a part of the topic I’m going to touch for today.
Anyway, I don’t understand why some people just have to look at me intently like as if I’ve just shoplift or anything like that. C'mon, I’m your customer and I shouldn’t get treated that way, am I right? What’s wrong with you, freak! I bet all your customer will think twice before coming in to your shop. You’ve got to change, dude, like seriously.
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lovely wednesday
It has always been easy helping out a friend when they’re in trouble or console them when they’re down in the dumps. But what happens when it hit you? Will you find your way out easily or take a long time to forget that someone whom you love?
Well, I don’t have any answer to it because I’ve never been out of love and wouldn’t want to. I’m just blessed to have A as my other half. He’s the total opposite of me and yet, we fall for each other. He never fails to brighten up my day. Like today for instance, he went all over to Town just to meet me even though he’s tired from all the camp’s activities. And for that, I reward him with lots of XOXO. He’s just the sweetest thing on earth. Plus, he wore my favourite perfume! And not forgetting, he looked extra charming today. Thank you, cupcake!
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msn convo
When 3 girls got nothing better to do (:
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B&C
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all black from top to bottom
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a teeny bit
hadi says:
blog bout me
Someone is being a bit too demanding today. He wants me to write an entry about him. So this goes out to you, bestbuddy. We may not have the whole time in the world to actually sit and talk about whatever happening around us but thank god, we managed to communicate via MSN/text. I still remember the days where we used to hang out together. If I’m not wrong, it was only twice or thrice! That bad eh? Anyway, thanks for hearing me out, entertain me when I’m bored, and stuffs. Thank you.
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big big feast
Had you not known, I had McDonald for breakfast and Burger King for late lunch. Now, if you do a bit of mental calculation, I’ve just spent roughly around 10 bucks on food alone! Well, that’s fine with me. But the fact that I had two meals from fast-food restaurant for today. Now, that’s not okay at all. At this rate I’m going, I’ll get even fatter by the end of the year. Oh my god, I don’t want to turn into a big fat elephant? Gosh, I really need BF to be my own personal trainer! Well, looks like someone going to the gym soon?
PS: Cut down on fast food!
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at the eleventh hour
Friday with the girls had been great. I don’t know what happen to our initial plan which is to grab some food and chill around Tampines. Guess, the weather is too warm and Night at the Museum 2 seems like a good movie. And to the girls, we should this more often. Next time round, we shall do lots of catching up okay?
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when will it ever ends
Just like a circle, this is just another one of those repeated cycles that I go through in life. Like it or not, life still goes on as per normal. There’s no way you can end your life there and then, and to restart all over again from the bottom. C’mon, it’s not a game we’re talking about here. Then, things might just happen again without me realizing it or me being completely ignorant to everything that’s happening around me. You see, this never ends. It goes on and on. God, I’m so tired of all these. I need a break.
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because it's the 16th
Sneak preview of last Saturday!
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familiar faces, familiar places
Truth is, I’m afraid of what might happen next.
We’re living in the real world where there’s no such thing as happily ever after. No matter how filthy rich you are, I’m sure you might have problems somewhere and if you don’t then you’re just a lucky fellow. 17 years of living this world, have thought me to be a wiser and stronger person. What I meant by wiser is I learnt to make decisions based on long term and not short term. But now, my perspective starts to change which I’m not sure if it’s good or bad. And I’m afraid if I actually made a wrong decision.
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let it all out if you have to
I know what I want. Like it or not, I have to work my ass off and not laze around anymore. For now, I want to get good grades in school. Then, get myself into a decent polytechnic. You don’t hear me saying that often in blog, do you? Because I believed that you don’t have to tell the whole world on what you want and if you do, the chance of getting it might just slip away. Okay, maybe I’m wrong or I’m just paranoid. Like what if I don’t make it through, people will start saying things about me. Yes, people do bitch.
Yesterday paper was tricky! What are the chances of me getting an ‘A’ when I lose out marks on careless mistake and also the last question on theory? Second year is really tough. Note to self: No more fooling around and when it comes to lesson, be punctual and pay attention in class.
Anyway, it’s a special day tomorrow and I don’t know how I should react to it. I think I’m beginning to lose my mind. I can be crying over small issues which meant nothing to anyone of you, and the next moment I’m mulling over on what my Mom told me the other day. I sensed something was wrong somewhere and I refuse to acknowledge it. God, why does it have to be like this?
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time flies pretty fast
 Wake up! It's already the 2nd year.
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grab a mic and start singing
Despite knowing the fact that we’ll be sitting for a test this coming Thursday, we still head down to Bedok and sing (scream) at the top of our lungs. We had too much fun till we extend for another hour there. Let’s have another karaoke session, and receive even more feedback, shall we? :D
Next on the list will be Ice Skating.
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boy girl thing
It’s always the same old thing all over again, just like a routine. Boy chase girl, end up being together. Then, when they‘re bored of each other already. It’s about time to go separate ways. No offence, it’s just my point of view. Is it a thrill to you guys when it comes to chasing the girl? And what if the girl decides to play hard to get, will you give up halfway or go all out? If this goes on for a couple of months, say 5 month, will you still chase after the girl? What if she gives you a bit of hope even when she dates other guy? What would you do?
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3 words, 8 letters
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old issue
I miss my curls! I miss my long hair! I regret trimming my hair. But, I love the highlights though. So how?
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favorite things,.
I WANT THIS (:
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up to no good
It’s clear to see that some people just love to make my life miserable. I don’t see any thrill in teasing people to an extent where you hit their highest point, and make them feel awful after doing so. Then again, I might be a bit too dramatic even though it’s not a big issue to some of you. But you don’t have the right to criticize others! Oh, a big F you.
1 more year, and it's all over. :)
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